my own problems

yeah. Further to that last post...

I have my own problems. Oh, he understands them alright. He has lived through them all. And when he wanted to quit, to jump off a building I was there, but all he can tell me is to "suck it up, everyone goes through it." Real comforting.

I hate my life right now. My job sucks. I feel like I work and work and get no recogition whatsoever. I hate all the internal medicine I have been doing. I don't even remember if I like Anesthesia anymore. It has been 6 months since I have even set foot in the OR, I don't even know what it looks like. And Jurgen? Well, we just heard how that is going. He is so unhappy, and I don't blame him. I am unhappy too, and apparently it only gets worse.

Maybe if I had something to look forward to, it would be OK. But really, what is there?