a change of heart

I realize that so much of what I have been writing lately has been dark, and depressing. These last few 5 weeks or so have been really hard on me with everything that is going on. However, I must realize that I should be thankful for what I have.
Thankful that my father has recovered so much, so fast.
Thankful that my husband is so wonderful and understanding, even if I am a crazy person whom he thinks will crack at any moment.
Thankful for my cats, they love me no matter what.
Thankful that I have so many people pulling for me.
Thankful that I have people in my life willing to help me.
Thankful for all my friends and family who support me.

Why the change? All it takes is a little sunshine. Doing well on a couple of questions makes it seem a little less hopeless. Makes me think that if I just work at it a little harder, do a few more questions, ask for a little more help, that maybe, just maybe I can do it.